I'm sort of at a point now where I don't update much and for those who still care about my account, I apologize for the lack of updates. I honestly don't have time anymore and when I do have time I certainly don't spend it online, at least not like I used to.

I hope everyone is doing well in their art and in their lives. I figured I'd journal just to update and to say "hello" to everyone who still might be watching this account.

I'm honestly not sure if I'll ever get to update this account, but maybe it could happen again someday soon.

Life is actually pretty decent right now, I'm sort of numb to alot of the shit that happened to me in the past. I know being numb doesn't sound to great, but it's helping me move on with my life.

I have a huge crush on a fellow co-worker, which, I'm sure will end badly, but for now it's the most wonderful feeling in the world. He finally hugged me yesterday, three times, which made me super happy! I know, dork, right?! He gives amazing hugs. <3 Mega hearts for Turbo.

Hmmm... my mind won't let me completely move on though as I'm missing a certain someone terribly, for those of you who know who I'm talking about, woo-hoo for you, for those who don't, oh well.

What else? I got new music today which makes me excited! I hung out with my cousins, Cocomo and Barbie (nicknames), and saw Balls Of Fury. It was a nice day.

Anyway, thought I'd update.

It's chill. Stay fresh,
Amanda.